Ap Gov
2004-02-25
It�s so weird. It�s so weird to sit in Ap gov every day, next to the girl, that girl that was your best friend since kindergarten. You know the one, the only friend you�ve hung on to this long. The one who you two spent so much time together and did all the exact same things, wore the same clothes, basically lived at each others house�s, the one that people got you confused with, not because you looked like her�but because you spent so much time together, you started to look like each other. She wasn�t perfect, she didn�t do everything right but that was okay, because you didn�t expect her to. You sure as hell didn�t do everything right so why should she have to? and despite all her flaws, selfishness, and own problems, you loved her, maybe because despite all your flaws, she loved you just the same. And it was great and it was fun, and everything was happy, you promised each other you would grow old together, that you would live next door with your husbands and your kids would play, and our kids would call the other auntie because a friendship like the one we had would never be able to found again, and we wanted to cherish it for the rest of our lives. So this girl, that I sit next to Ap gov, and yeah we sit next to each other and yeah we have random small talk. But in all honesty were nothing but acquaintances. I look at her, and realize, I barely know a thing about her anymore, and for the first time in a year�I'm okay with that.
And am aware that a friendship like that will never be found again, but i cherish it for the length that it lasted..
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