shine on

this bridge is on fire

2011-12-19

You gave me the one thing ive missed for so long & I hate myself for it because you are the wrong person. But I have not felt this way since... i can't even remember. You make me feel like I am on fire. It starts as a spark and there is a chain reaction and it spreads from my middle throughout my body to my fingertips until I am hot and liquid inside. & then my mind is filled with your body and your face. & I want to get lost in your nearness but I know that everybody is watching and that you are not my boyfriend and acting on these very chemical feelings would ruin everything he & I have built up.

So I don�t. I am polite and I give you a hug goodbye and my tummy rolls every time we have contact & I pray for it to stop.

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