meh.
2004-01-17
*sigh* My friend was going off how great her best friend is and how much he's saved her, and how when she's with him she know's everything will be okay-- but its a best frined and not a relationship. and its perfect that way, because it basically won't be broken because they don't have to deal with the relationship bullshit and when their together their joined at the hip, and want to spend all their time together...and as happy as i am for them, I really am--I'm selfish too.
Because it reminds me of the days when i had a bestfriend. It reminds me of the days when someone wanted to spend more time with me then anyone else.
I haven't had that for so long...
and as mcuh as i love having the boy its just not the same. I don't know just feel so alone still...
and on a side note: i hate my fucking mom.
'nuffsaid.
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