i am feeling quiet content.
its so calming.
we were getting some groceries for him and he was picking out a gallon of milk. i commented on the fact it was full fat, and just simply said i had never really had it. he asked if i ever touched the stuff, i said no. so then he puts the milk back, and walks over to the other door and pulls out a gallon of 2% milk. that's all i really needed. milk in the fridge.