but then again, i'm not sure if thats true. because i was pretty aware of what was going on, i just didn't know what to extent. but the fact you can't go five days without talking to her, is obviously a problem. i wish i had known, then we wouldn't be in this mess and we'd probably both be very lonely but in a way i think thats better than the hurt that is about to begin after you get home from work tonight.