bitchin as usual
2013-08-24
feeling kind of lost and insubstantial. going to work everyday to a job i hate in a town i'm bored of. I am not fulfilled or even sustained. and I know I know, if you don't like something about your life, change it right? So I am. I am starting school again on Monday (only 2 days!) for nursing pre-reqs. If everything goes to plan (and we all know how unlikely that is) I should be a nurse in 2 years. But man, is it a slow burn. The days are empty. I feel like waiting is the thing I find hardest about life. No matter what you're waiting for whether its bad or good or life changing or small. Of course there are joys, big and small too. Its not all bad of course. I think I'm also lonely and that's making the waiting harder. I only have a very few friends around here, and they are very into their boyfriends. And i am very single and mostly cool with it but it also gets old.
okay. too tired and hungover for this shit, ugh.
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