But i guess I should at least say what it was about..yeah. it was about the BD..and how i'm completey over him, unless drunk.

And i hate the last line. that i was going to cuddle with a close friend, because i did. and he's like a brother...but i was so lonely and depressed i ended up kissing him. which grossed me out. and thats something i never wanted to do. And now i don't want to talk to him, or any of his friends...ew. blah. just...ew.