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Nagging..

2005-02-09

it's so unbeliavebly frusterating and angering that every time my mom and I ever exchange words..the few times we do, whether wer'e home or on the phone, she just has to mention how I'm on the verge of being kicked out of school. It just adds all that much more stress to my life, and my thoughts. My oh so tired thoughts. and to my shoulders, that are getting heavier, and sit lower, because there's just so much shit on them-- constantly. and it's never ending. the nagging, and the doubt. and why can't that woman have just a little faith? Just a tiny bit...or why does she have to always state the lack of it. Why can't just once, can't it even go unsaid?

it's so annoying. I thought if i moved away i would get away from the constant nagging and feeling of inferiority and dissaproval from my parents. I was wrong.

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