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College sport..

2005-03-17

I really envy the kids that didn't sell their soul to a college sport. The kids, who aren't gripped with thoughts and talk of it every waking moment of every day. and even sometimes, it seeps into your dreams. And it takes over your life. and is what determines your sleep schedule and showering habbits. Can't do this, because of it. and have to do that because of it. i never realized it would be such a commitment.

but somehow-- it's oh so worth it. and i'd be lost without it...even if it meant a winter break of hell. and even if it means a spring break of hell. and missing out on oppurtunities...i know if i didn't do it, i'd feel so bored and empty. I guess sometimes, i just wish life would be just a tad bit boring...well. it is a tad bit boring, a tad bit less busy again...yeah'that's it.

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