1) it will never be like it was. will never be the same innocent sillyness and craziness. It's been way too messy for that, for way too long. Even if i got him to talk to me, it would not be so..care free. and that was my favorite part about us.

2) "Since when is the sky so blue?" She makes his life light up. I haven't done that for years. And, yah. Why wast time on me.

3)And in the end. I finally realize. It was he that got tired of my empty (yet drunken) promises. Not the other way around. It finally makes sense...