Maybe that's what they call charm.

Or maybe we are just way too good at hiding how we feel when we are sober. Or not good enough at expressing it.

Oh, your affection seems so genuine while your slurring it at me.

I'm sorry i didn't go to Tahoe with you..or to your birthday party. I had finals though, and for Tahoe, i knew it would be awkward and would feel in the way of you and that random girl.

Wow. I'm full of excuses aren't i? do they feel genuine while i slur them at you?

I really do love you and want to spend the time with you. They are genuine. (as i hope is your affection) and I'm sorry. I'm making more of an effort to spend time with you. To visit you at least once a month, because you are right. We will always have eachother. We are blood. and we can never lose sight of that. or not for too long at least. I love that we can get lost and found again. That we allow eachother to do such things. That we let eachother know its okay to dissapear. because we really will always be here for the other.

I am so greatful to know this. Very few have a comfort as strong as this in their lives. i think.