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2008-04-02

had this been two years ago, this would be okay.

but now i know that i want more than this. and that i deserve more than this.

although i'm still very insecure (which you have obviously picked on, and rightly so) i'm not insecure enough to the point that physical validation itself is enough anymore. i used to be so wounded that it was enough to pacify me. but that was a long time ago.

i also understand that you are a year + younger, so you probably haven't moved on from that point. you're also a guy, so maybe you'll never move past that point. and like the rest of guys like you said, when every girl before me started to push, you back away.

and lucky for you i am much different.i won't push you like the other girls did.

but i will back away. & yes, you picked up on it. but are seemlingly confused.

why you are confused im not sure. i dont think any girls socks would be charmed off by just watching movies at your house all the time...get a clue yeah?

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