and while i am just like everyone else, and its fine that you are too, it is alot of sex. no, really.

every few days is fine. but every day and often multiple times, is just too much for me. going from nothing to a ton of it, well. it was okay at first. better than okay it was fun and addicting and i couldn't have enough of you.

and i still want more of you but in different ways. i am tired so late and so are you and now it feels forced almost and i know this seems weird to complain about but its just alot for me. its been almost 3 months of dating, 4 of knowing eachother and i thought maybe it would taper off and die down somewhere in there and i thought maybe i would get a break and then we stopped at night, and so i felt relieved, but then i hadn't realize it had only transferred into mornings. and once that had been established, it became mornings and nights.

not to say its all you, i start it too. i dont know its a habit and thats fine i like you and i want you. but i just need a break.

to recover cause at some points it just doesn't even feel good anymore and hurts more than anything.

and i think even you are not enjoying it fully as i'm pretty sure you even said. so maybe less is more.