kind of at a crossroads. things are ending with the people here i first met its time to move on but to who and where. its hard when i feel isolated due to the language barrier. there's so much fewer options. this place is so fluid people always leaving and coming and going. were all just passing time with eachother and don't want to be alone, would we be friends at home? probably not. you know, expat communities. so small and incestual and you all get so sick of eachother but would rather be sick of eachother than feel alone and disconnected.

I am having fun. I just don't know if I want to stay all the way until December.