I guess it's because alot of the time I write in here kind of like an obligation to myself, so when I want to look back on these times i know the major things that are going on.

But i also realize alot of the entries are just me emo-ing out. and don't really tell the facts or what's really going on at all, and once removed from the situation those are the one's i don't care about reading, and fine rather embarrassing and eye-roll inducing. On the other hand, I also write in here to complain or vent or whatever when I can't otherwise.

Okay so now im writing in my online journal about writing in my online journal, can't get much lamer than that. :)

anyways I'm going to try and make these more event/occurrence based just so i know wtf is going on in my life when I look back at these and maybe that can be therapeutic too.

Like writing about events and my reflections on them, like normal people.

tldr; stop drunk posting and emo-ing out.