yes, i know i have a great family, and yes~ some not so bad friends too.

but, just let me go drown in my state of self pity.

because for some odd reason or another, one i can't really explain, I hurt and my heart aches. Hurt, because i feel like no one cares. and aches, because if they do, not enough...or how i want them to.

Selfish? probably.

Foolish? always.