and then i had an epiphany. it just occured to me the other day... Thank God I wasn't with him. I know that sounds cruel.. that's not how i mean it.

I mean, I wouldn't have had the wonderful year, and all the fun and freedom that i had. I would be tied down and getting in our little fights and bickering, and feeling guilty when i went to do this, and went to do that. and it would have been...limiting. and restricting. and. just... i realized. Being single isn't so bad. :) actually, it's fucking great. or can be at least.