i may have fallen behind, but i am still treading on.and i guess that's all that matters.

everybody goes at their own pace.

but that's hard to accept. because where i come from everyone goes at the same pace.

and i should be in grad school by now. with everyone else. instead of struggling on with a job and the bachelors.

but i will get there. and it will all make sense somehow.

and it will all be okay.