Though my days left home are slowly counting down, 3 people that i considered really close friends don't really seem to care, which is a suprise and kind of hurts. They haven't really made any efforts to hang out with, or even talk to me. I've hung out with them almost the whole summer, maybe they don't realize I'm leavnig so soon, or it just doesn't matter. Everyone's so caught up in themselve's and their boyfreinds lately i guess, forgot about the girls. Plus the 3 of them are fighting, and instead of being stuck in the middle as usual, I'm shoved on the outside. The thing that suprises me, is they just don't care. That their fighting that is. maybe they feel college is close so their giving up on relationships easily? But they were so close throught out of all highschool. I don't know thought, K is becoming increasingly apathetic to everything around her, worries me a bit. She asked me if it mattered that she didn't really care that meg had all this drama in her life, and that meg was mad at k. Before I could even answer our friend Brandon answered with, "yeah that matters alot, that's the kind of attitude that breaks friendships." I think that piece of advice is something I'm going to hang onto...

Anyways here i go, my last week and half at home, why does college seem like it will be so lonely?